Thursday, 23 February 2012

Ch-ch-ch-Changes

Mood: Transitiony
Listening To: Black Eyed Peas - The Time
Word of the Day: Transition

It's been an interesting week so far.  The 2nd anniversary of mom's death has come and gone, baby kitteh tried to kill me tonight, and I took more steps against the troll.  I had a good long discussion over lunch today, and empowered myself to stand up.  Rawr!
I'm tired of sitting and being the victim, so I stopped.  It was a bit of a frightening concept, but once I jumped out of the comfort zone, I felt so much better.  Layne was wiggling her nose and so was Marakesh.  Whatever comes of today's actions, I'm comfortable that I've done what I can do, and I've always done the best that I can offer.
I had an interview this week to get back into the restaurant industry.  We didn't discuss money, and the job is a few months off.  I'm going to continue looking at any and all options that present themselves.  I will strive to never again give someone else my power.  Times they are a'changin.

There was a bit of sadness this week, but it was the healthy kind.  I'm closer to zen than I've been in a very long time.  I'm still a moody son of a bitch, but that comes with being me.  However, I'm working on becoming a more manageable moody son of a bitch, and bring the old me back.

Just a short update tonight.  Good night bloggerverse!




Monday, 20 February 2012

Sometimes I ponder

Mood: Reflective
Listening To: So What - Pink
Word of the Day: Sugar

Maybe it's the larger amounts of sugar I've ingested this weekend...perhaps it's the caffeine.  Maybe, it's just a random synopsis firing irregularly.  Whatever it is, I'm in a pondering mood.

When I say plague, famine, disease, hatred what is the first thing that comes to mind?  For some it's God, for some it's Global Warming, for others it's George W. Bush, or maybe aliens.  Personally, I think it's the Clowns.
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I just read an article on a humour site, that was actually very serious in nature.  The article dealt with common ground between Athiests and Christians . I'm neither one, and I enjoyed the commentary.  I've always been a big proponent of live and let live...so long as you don't hurt my family. 
When it comes down to it, and I've said this in my blog before, living a life according to your personal beliefs is your choice.  But, there are moral restrictions on how we should treat others.
I work retail, I'd love to tell some people exactly what I think of them for the way they treat others, but, morally and ethically, it's not my place.

Humans, whether they believe in a higher power, or the all mighty molecule, on some level or other have something in them that tells them right from wrong.  For some of us, it's what we're taught when we're children.  For others its from the experience of living life.  And, then they choose which side of the moral railroad tracks they're going to travel down.

I spent a good portion of my mis-spent years rallying against the "fanatics" those that are so religious that they can't see the damage they do around them.  Then I realized that it wasn't just the crazy mainstreamers that were guilty of this.  We're all guilty of it.  And it comes down to the basic need to be right.
We can't stand it when someone tells us we're wrong in our beliefs, so we fight back.  And by we...I don't mean each and every one of us living on this planet, it's a general "we" comprised of a majority of the people that inhabit the earth.

Conquest and progress have been a major driving force over the last couple thousand years.  Expand the mind, and expand the borders.  People allow themselves to believe in progress so much, that they actually start greying the lines between right and wrong.  Many of us choose to forget where we came from, or what our foundations really were, because it's inconvenient to remember those things.  And really, there's a larger terrorist organization at work in the world now.



For some reason we like to forget that a majority of the northern hemisphere was gained through terrorist activities.  And while I'd love to blame it all on the Romans, conquests began long before Caesar crossed the Rubicon, and overthrew the old guard.  We may not be directly responsible for our ancestors actions, but we certainly have reaped the benefits for it.  As just one of the many examples I could use, European explorers and settlers came in and forcibly took over North and South America from the inhabitants that had called it home for countless centuries.   Then in an act of domestic terrorism,  there was a little incident where some of the colonies separated from the British Empire.  But that wasn't really terrorism, because it was for freedom!

Today, terrorism is cut and dry right?  We know who the good guys are, and who the bad guys are. Right?  There aren't any reasons for people to go seeking further rights and freedoms are there? 

Ok...before we go any further, I do not condone any actions that anyone takes which causes destruction of property or loss of life to anyone.  I'm really trying to make a point.

What one person perceives as "helping", another can view as "oppression"  It's all in the point of view, and lets face it...the media that is spun around certain activities or actions.  Missionaries go on pilgrimages to save the souls of the uneducated and "godless"  Aid societies set up training facilities to educate people into their way of thinking.  But what kind of damage can these actions take, if the people that are being "assisted" don't really want/need the help? 

I found it rather funny in the..."funny how disturbing and stupid a concept" way...when I was finally old enough to realize that a number of the places that were hotbeds of chaos, had influence from outside that made the chaos possible.  As an example, outsiders going in to a county and training militant groups.  Supplying them with weapons, giving them the methods to overthrow the old regimes... and then freaking out when they take that training and turn it back around on the outsiders when they realized that they just earned their freedom...but weren't free from influence to pursue it. 

Basic human nature drives us to stop those outside forces that don't allow us to express ourselves, and gain free will.  The biggest problem here being that once those groups who overthrew the old governments are now acting in a way that creates a stereotype, and the innocents who are still trying to survive are being grouped in with the "terrorists"  You know...like in the sandbox in pre-school.  That brown haired kid stole my truck, all brown haired kids are evil.

We spend so much of our time worrying about what the other person is doing, that we're not looking at our own actions, and gauging ourselves against that basic moral calculator in our own minds.  While it's an old cliche, and became the butt of many a joke..."Can't we all just get along?"  Such a simple statement, but Can't We?





Thursday, 2 February 2012

January Photos for Challenge

Mood: You don't want to know.
Listening To: Lacuna Coil - Trip the Darkness (WOOT NEW STUFF)
Word of the Day: Challenge










 
 This image demonstrates pattern. Mosaic through the use of small bits of colour in just the right pattern, brings out the over all image.











 
This image of course shows...Cat...or in this instance 2 Cats. :) Wynken and Rory Pumpkin, and I wouldn't be able to recreate this shot again if I tried.


I chose this image for Gratitude. I was lucky enough to have my mother in my life for as long as I did. We lost her a couple of years ago, after a lengthy battle with a crippling disease. This picture was taken at the CN Tower on the Glass Floor portion of the lower observation deck in 2007. I am grateful for the time we had.


This is one of the tomatoes that grew in the planters on the deck last year. I chose this as my entry for Simple. The main focus of the frame is the tomato itself, there is nothing else to distract the eye from the centre. It is a very basic...a very...simple shot.




I edited this one a bunch. Not because it was a bad shot to begin with, but I really wanted to draw as much out of it as I could. The light that day was coming from directly behind the museum in relation to where I was standing. I needed to tone it down a bit. As I played with the image, clarifying, adjusting the contrast etc. I came across a tool called soft focus. Once I hit that, the image was complete, and is as you see it here. The main focus of the image when I took it, was for the reflection of the street. This is on the North end of the Royal Ontario Museum in Toronto.




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