Monday, 26 March 2012

Mmmmmm Bread

Mood: Inspired
Listening To: Rascall Flatts - I Melt
Word of the Day: Bread!

So, somehow, I was inspired to make bread. Once we had decided what dinner was going to be, I suddenly had a craving. Jenn whipped out a recipe, I modified it a bit, and Voila!
The recipe is below:





5 1/2 cups flour
3 Tablespoons Sugar
1 1/2 Teaspoons Salt
1 1/2 Tablespoons Yeast (used breadmaker yeast in a pinch)
1 1/2 Tablespoons Canola Oil
2 1/4 Cups Warm Water

Combine and Mix dry ingredients in mixing bowl. Add oil and water together and mix until combined and a good sticky dough consistency. Depending where you live, you may need more or less water. The dough should stick to your hands while you're mixing, but should still be able to peel off. I mixed this dough by hand for about 6 minutes. Might go faster if you have a mixer.

Separate the dough into 2 equal balls and knead. Place kneaded dough onto a greased baking sheet and form into loaf, or into a greased bread pan. Let rise in a draft free warm place for about 15-20 minutes. Bake at 350F for 23-25 minutes. Enjoy!


Tuesday, 13 March 2012

Home Made Chocolate Chip Lava Cookies

Chocolate Chip Lava Cookies | Kevin & Amanda - StumbleUpon


As the caption above the picture say, I stumbled upon this recipe. We got some of these from the store last week, and they were decent, but really, for the cost of making cookie dough...this is probably cheaper, and better. Definitely need to try these.

Thursday, 23 February 2012

Ch-ch-ch-Changes

Mood: Transitiony
Listening To: Black Eyed Peas - The Time
Word of the Day: Transition

It's been an interesting week so far.  The 2nd anniversary of mom's death has come and gone, baby kitteh tried to kill me tonight, and I took more steps against the troll.  I had a good long discussion over lunch today, and empowered myself to stand up.  Rawr!
I'm tired of sitting and being the victim, so I stopped.  It was a bit of a frightening concept, but once I jumped out of the comfort zone, I felt so much better.  Layne was wiggling her nose and so was Marakesh.  Whatever comes of today's actions, I'm comfortable that I've done what I can do, and I've always done the best that I can offer.
I had an interview this week to get back into the restaurant industry.  We didn't discuss money, and the job is a few months off.  I'm going to continue looking at any and all options that present themselves.  I will strive to never again give someone else my power.  Times they are a'changin.

There was a bit of sadness this week, but it was the healthy kind.  I'm closer to zen than I've been in a very long time.  I'm still a moody son of a bitch, but that comes with being me.  However, I'm working on becoming a more manageable moody son of a bitch, and bring the old me back.

Just a short update tonight.  Good night bloggerverse!




Monday, 20 February 2012

Sometimes I ponder

Mood: Reflective
Listening To: So What - Pink
Word of the Day: Sugar

Maybe it's the larger amounts of sugar I've ingested this weekend...perhaps it's the caffeine.  Maybe, it's just a random synopsis firing irregularly.  Whatever it is, I'm in a pondering mood.

When I say plague, famine, disease, hatred what is the first thing that comes to mind?  For some it's God, for some it's Global Warming, for others it's George W. Bush, or maybe aliens.  Personally, I think it's the Clowns.
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I just read an article on a humour site, that was actually very serious in nature.  The article dealt with common ground between Athiests and Christians . I'm neither one, and I enjoyed the commentary.  I've always been a big proponent of live and let live...so long as you don't hurt my family. 
When it comes down to it, and I've said this in my blog before, living a life according to your personal beliefs is your choice.  But, there are moral restrictions on how we should treat others.
I work retail, I'd love to tell some people exactly what I think of them for the way they treat others, but, morally and ethically, it's not my place.

Humans, whether they believe in a higher power, or the all mighty molecule, on some level or other have something in them that tells them right from wrong.  For some of us, it's what we're taught when we're children.  For others its from the experience of living life.  And, then they choose which side of the moral railroad tracks they're going to travel down.

I spent a good portion of my mis-spent years rallying against the "fanatics" those that are so religious that they can't see the damage they do around them.  Then I realized that it wasn't just the crazy mainstreamers that were guilty of this.  We're all guilty of it.  And it comes down to the basic need to be right.
We can't stand it when someone tells us we're wrong in our beliefs, so we fight back.  And by we...I don't mean each and every one of us living on this planet, it's a general "we" comprised of a majority of the people that inhabit the earth.

Conquest and progress have been a major driving force over the last couple thousand years.  Expand the mind, and expand the borders.  People allow themselves to believe in progress so much, that they actually start greying the lines between right and wrong.  Many of us choose to forget where we came from, or what our foundations really were, because it's inconvenient to remember those things.  And really, there's a larger terrorist organization at work in the world now.



For some reason we like to forget that a majority of the northern hemisphere was gained through terrorist activities.  And while I'd love to blame it all on the Romans, conquests began long before Caesar crossed the Rubicon, and overthrew the old guard.  We may not be directly responsible for our ancestors actions, but we certainly have reaped the benefits for it.  As just one of the many examples I could use, European explorers and settlers came in and forcibly took over North and South America from the inhabitants that had called it home for countless centuries.   Then in an act of domestic terrorism,  there was a little incident where some of the colonies separated from the British Empire.  But that wasn't really terrorism, because it was for freedom!

Today, terrorism is cut and dry right?  We know who the good guys are, and who the bad guys are. Right?  There aren't any reasons for people to go seeking further rights and freedoms are there? 

Ok...before we go any further, I do not condone any actions that anyone takes which causes destruction of property or loss of life to anyone.  I'm really trying to make a point.

What one person perceives as "helping", another can view as "oppression"  It's all in the point of view, and lets face it...the media that is spun around certain activities or actions.  Missionaries go on pilgrimages to save the souls of the uneducated and "godless"  Aid societies set up training facilities to educate people into their way of thinking.  But what kind of damage can these actions take, if the people that are being "assisted" don't really want/need the help? 

I found it rather funny in the..."funny how disturbing and stupid a concept" way...when I was finally old enough to realize that a number of the places that were hotbeds of chaos, had influence from outside that made the chaos possible.  As an example, outsiders going in to a county and training militant groups.  Supplying them with weapons, giving them the methods to overthrow the old regimes... and then freaking out when they take that training and turn it back around on the outsiders when they realized that they just earned their freedom...but weren't free from influence to pursue it. 

Basic human nature drives us to stop those outside forces that don't allow us to express ourselves, and gain free will.  The biggest problem here being that once those groups who overthrew the old governments are now acting in a way that creates a stereotype, and the innocents who are still trying to survive are being grouped in with the "terrorists"  You know...like in the sandbox in pre-school.  That brown haired kid stole my truck, all brown haired kids are evil.

We spend so much of our time worrying about what the other person is doing, that we're not looking at our own actions, and gauging ourselves against that basic moral calculator in our own minds.  While it's an old cliche, and became the butt of many a joke..."Can't we all just get along?"  Such a simple statement, but Can't We?





Thursday, 2 February 2012

January Photos for Challenge

Mood: You don't want to know.
Listening To: Lacuna Coil - Trip the Darkness (WOOT NEW STUFF)
Word of the Day: Challenge










 
 This image demonstrates pattern. Mosaic through the use of small bits of colour in just the right pattern, brings out the over all image.











 
This image of course shows...Cat...or in this instance 2 Cats. :) Wynken and Rory Pumpkin, and I wouldn't be able to recreate this shot again if I tried.


I chose this image for Gratitude. I was lucky enough to have my mother in my life for as long as I did. We lost her a couple of years ago, after a lengthy battle with a crippling disease. This picture was taken at the CN Tower on the Glass Floor portion of the lower observation deck in 2007. I am grateful for the time we had.


This is one of the tomatoes that grew in the planters on the deck last year. I chose this as my entry for Simple. The main focus of the frame is the tomato itself, there is nothing else to distract the eye from the centre. It is a very basic...a very...simple shot.




I edited this one a bunch. Not because it was a bad shot to begin with, but I really wanted to draw as much out of it as I could. The light that day was coming from directly behind the museum in relation to where I was standing. I needed to tone it down a bit. As I played with the image, clarifying, adjusting the contrast etc. I came across a tool called soft focus. Once I hit that, the image was complete, and is as you see it here. The main focus of the image when I took it, was for the reflection of the street. This is on the North end of the Royal Ontario Museum in Toronto.




Monday, 16 January 2012

Photography Challenge 2012

Reposted to my blog so I can see it quicker...
So, the challenge is... 5 photographs per month, each based on one of the following theme list. Once you've completed a theme, you get to cross it off! Themes can be completed in any order, according to the photographer's personal taste.

The post with your monthly completion should be posted in the week following month end but can be post dated to the last day of the challenge month. Each submission should be titled Photography Challenge: (The Month). Each picture should be titled, and and the theme posted with the image. Pictures should be displayed in 600x800 pixel format with a 33 pixel black background border. Poems and songs can be posted with your pictures to convey expression.

Submissions can be edited for colour collections but should be somewhat true to their original form. If editing is a 'must' to achieve artistic vision, making notes that it's been revised in your post is acceptable.

If you fail to achieve 5 themes per month, simply tack an extra photograph onto your next months submissions. 2012 should have 60 complete photographs by the end of the challenge.

Best of luck, and have fun!

1. Portrait
2. Dreams
3. Hope
4. Passion
5. Love
6. Life
7. Laughter
8. Cat
9. Flower
10. Family
11. Stars
12. Peace
13. Joy
14. Texture
15. Patterns
16. Flora & Fauna
17. Black & White
18. Colour
19. Comfort
20. Soft & Hard
21. Path
22. Music
23. Art
24. Elements
25. Liquid
26. Food
27. Words
28. Weather
29. Clouds
30. Play
31. Signs
32. Fairy Tales
33. Magic
34. Peace
35. Focus
36. Toys
37. Reflection
38. Motion
39. Door
40. Dog
41. Book
42. Poetry
43. Grow
44. Spirit
45. Light
46. Rain
47. Craft
48. Dance
49. Change
50. Age
51. Self
52. Wish
53. Delicate
54. New
55. Gratitude
56. Darkness
57. Simplicity
58. Wisdom
59. Grace
60. Abstract

More Testing


Pin It


In theory, the above Pin It button, should allow Pinterest users to add the picture to their page... I'm the blog guinea pig among my circle of friends. So I get to test all new theories first. At least there's cookies involved.

That was a hint Layne. I want cookies!!! I'm also trying facebook buttons and twitter nonsense. So there may be more testing posts today...or there may not.


Close My Eyes Forever - Lita Ford feat. Ozzy Osbourne



It's been that long?

Mood: Surprised
Listening To: Lita Ford and Ozzy
Word of the Day: Scaruba - I love making up new words

Wow, it looks like it's been 2 months since I posted a new blog entry. I was doing so well!
It happens this time of year though. Working retail tends to suck the very fibre out of my existence during the cursed Christmas holiday season.

Pleasantly surprising was the lack of morally dysfunctional people that usually crowd the mall in December. We had a very good mix of customers this year. Usually, there's pushing, bickering, down right mean people. And don't get me wrong, those people were still in the mall, but there was more a sense of...dare I say it...humanity out there. More folks smiling, wishing everyone merry this, or happy that. It almost brought my cynical mind out of the morose, and gave me a bit of hope. Almost. The troll is still the troll, and I let him have too much power over me. Now I'm fighting my way back to the surface to pry myself out from under his thumbnail. Human Resources was no help.

I had a bit of a falling out with faith again. Not the full blown..."I hate you, I refuse to believe in you kind of falling out." The kind where I just reevaluated it a little bit, and reflected not on what they're doing for me, but what I'm doing for me. Does that make sense?

I've also sent my resume to a couple of things out of my element. An office job, and cruise lines. And I guess cruise lines aren't really out of my element, just out of my current rut that I've been in. We'll see if it goes anywhere. I screwed up an opportunity a couple of months ago, and in reflection, it was more out of fear of change than anything else.
I thought I was over that, but I guess not.

I really don't think I've moved past...the past. I'm hoping the business trip to Chicago next month will help with that. I just feel, blocked. Not that I consider it home anymore, but it was my and mom's original home. I don't know what life is trying to accomplish by sending me there, but I'm going to embrace it, and be open to the concept of some kind of closure. Maybe I just need to suck in the energy of the area that set me on my spiritual path? Maybe I need to talk to ghosts in my grandparent's old house? Maybe I just need a real Chicago pizza. Whatever the reason, it's going to be a positive experience, because I'm going to MAKE it a positive experience.

I guess that's it for now bloggerverse. Have a wonderful day.


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